Wednesday, March 4, 2009

always, always

Why do I always have to be the first one to say, "I'm sorry"?
Why do I always have to be the one to say, "Can you forgive me"?
Why do I always have to be the first one to reach out and say, "Hey, let's try and work things out"?
How come I always have to go the extra mile to patch things up?
How come everyone else gets to sit around on their asses and pretend like everything's ok?
Why does it feel like I'm always getting hurt the most out of everybody?
Why do I always have to be the underdog?
Maybe I'm blinding myself to the fact that I'm putting myself in these situations, I don't know.
What I do know, is that I absolutely fucking hate it.

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