Thursday, March 12, 2009

struggling

Maybe I'm being too stubborn and prideful.

Maybe I'm being bitter towards God.

Maybe I'm not being willing enough to let God take control of everything again.

I'm scared of what I've become/will become.

It's hard for me to see the end of it all.

It's hard for me to feel motivated to do anything anymore.

I know God has a hold of me but my hands have been letting for a while now…

…I want to be able to hold onto His hands firmly again, with assurance.


I want out on this.

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