drowning

My feet are weary God.
I'm lost, confused and I don't know where to go, where to run to.
I feel like I've been letting go of You and letting You slip from my hands.
Everything feels like a mess right now; nothing seems to be going right.
I know I've been lacking on my part though.
I've been lacking in those commitments I've made to You.
Even now, there's so many thoughts racing through my mind.
I can't seem to focus even on the simplest tasks.
What's wrong with me these days?
Little things are getting to me and I feel like I'm having a hard time getting over them.
I'm lacking discipline and so much more.

Please Lord, I need You.